May 2016: I haven’t updated my Lifesmessy page named “Me, I’m Mom” since writing it in 2014 when I first started this blog. Now that a good chunk of time has elapsed, I can confidently say that Troll’s recent heroin highs are much shorter in length, with much less intensity. So already he is ‘needing’ higher and higher doses.
When at one time he said that using was “…the only time he felt right in his world,” he now experiences none of that contentedness. To me, it shows again that Heroin is wicked and brings only sadness.
Afterall, aren’t all people striving for that feeling of contentedness and belonging? Who can blame him for seeking happiness for himself but being misled so harshly.